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Life
of Okami's “Strenuous Efforts”
---Steps
to the Opening of The website---
3.
Discovery of ‘mySELF'
I
couldn't foresee what would have wanted to do, now that I had
been a secretary for more than twenty years. My worry grew wider
and deeper.
A
woman of 40eith could find no valued meaning of having obtained
job-history, a little bit of qualification of some sort. Only
the qualification of mine that I could dear say was a secretary
license which I had made much use of till then.
Having
disregarded it, I had nothing left. What I did actually then
was NOT having visited a job-placement- office, but started
a journey of ‘ Self- Discovery'.
Until
that time, I had read books on ‘ Development of Right-Brain', ‘ Activation of Unconsciousness' , ‘ Energy of the Universe', or books written by Dale Carnegie.
As
I had been practicing ‘ Nishino-Style Breathing Method' for ten years, I had known vaguely the existence
of ‘ energy' .
I
had also been interested in the existing ‘ Power' , which may not be scientifically proven.
So,
while meditating, I would question deeply to myself “ What
would be my real vocation?”
I
had kept questioning it deeply in my mind as if having questioned
to ‘consciousness of the universe' using various methods at certain times day and
night.
I
had really enjoyed it as I am a type of person who does interested
things thoroughly.
Most
of my questions had been reflected as ‘ Awareness'. But I didn't get any answer for my
real vocation.
 So
guessed I might have no such a thing.
I
thought rather that there would not have
been
such a single thing but various things as potentials.
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